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What time will do - really. Looking back on it all, I wish that I could have taken more of it less seriously. There are tendrils of hatred that reach out from some people. I'm not really sure why. Even those who have done wrong to me do not retain a special place of hatred in my heart. I tend to feel nothing for them at all, and when I do, I like to forget the pain that happened and remember that there were good things. I wish that this could happen for others.

Of course, things are much better at this point. I'm not severely depressed as I was for so long. And I'm not making conjecture, it was clinical. Time changes all things, our age, our bodies, our memories. Nothing can escape it. It is the one things that brings me back to a journal - of any kind. I, like everyone, have a hard time not writing as I am in the moment in a journal. So months later, I can look back at the "ridiculous drama" and the love and the annoyance and look more objectively. It's nice. I know that I can be ridiculous and others can too. It's good to read back and realize that.

If no one else looks back at what we've done, I do. I look back and accept where I am today. I've brought myself to this place, and now that I'm here, I'm okay with that.

It's good to grow.

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(to the tune of jingle bells)

Well.... she's un-friended most of us.

I thought I was done. The papers were done, the work was done.
All done. For break.

And then there was Lance. Lance LaGroue.

Yeah. Now I have to have a 5 minute speech in the voice of Cicero or Metellus by friday. :P

I'm not pleased.
Not pleased at all...

Current Mood: annoyedannoyed

It has occurred to me that over the past two or three years that most of the emails that my grandmother sends me are forwards. Now some of them are funny - they're jokes, and they're nice. But most of them include some ridiculous "If you send this to *insert ridiculous number here* of people then you will *insert ridiculous promise that can't be kept here* and your life will be wonderful. It kinda makes me sad. I mean. The chain letter. It got really big in the 90s among middle school kids when the internet became very accessible and everyone had AOL except for all the Lenix.

It's a little scary that the trend seems to now not only be 12 to 15 year olds but it has spread to 80 year olds. My grandmother's 82. It's a little nuts.

I have so many more things that would have been better to rant about, but you know... this felt better.

Current Mood: tiredtired

again. I know.... but what can you do?

Current Mood: tiredtired

I thought that I might have to do my interview today - so I had to get all dressed up and whatnot - but thankfully I got an email from the lady that is interviewing me and I can do it tomorrow!!! YAY!

Current Mood: cheerfulTired, but happy

followed by a really long night. I was up until 3.30 AM and then had to wake up at 8.30AM to go to class. I studied for my quiz, but I have no idea of what it'll be like.

Wish me luck.

Current Mood: tiredtired

After a long day, and a girls evening out that hasn't ended yet - I'm pooped. Em's in the shower rinsing the dye out of her hair. She was really amped to do it, so we did it. And it's going to be red. Again.

Tomorrow will also be a long day.

Class, Class, lunch with Sarah, work, shower and ready for night out, dinner, musical, and then god knows what with the boys. Colin's dad is coming into town and wanted to take us out for dinner and a musical. It sounds like fun, but it's still going to make for a long day.

Oh well...another long day it is

I was really intense and compelled today. It was odd.

Current Mood: tiredtired

... for me to only have to be to class by noon. 6.45 was way too early. Oh well. C'est la vie.

Today should be a long one too. I need to start keeping up in my art, start a paper for history, read the assignments for sex and gender, and get my SA job application in. OI!

At least I get to hang out for a bit tonight. I think that I'm seeing Mica for a bit, and Sarah and I are hanging out tonight.

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
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